Deadline...

Some people are just born to meet deadlines.
I found that it's extremely frustrating when someone in my group did that.
Every semester there is one or two people in your group will did that to me.
I have got 6 group projects this semester.
Imagine in every group we have 2 people like this,

6x2=12

There are actually 12 of them.
How many people of this kind are there in this world?

I was writing an article about EQ moments ago.
I keep convincing myself that I have high EQ, must not complain but in the end I did by writing this post.
Haih...how could I accommodate their working styles?
Do I have to hand in the things late too so that I will feel better?

Friends

Sometimes I wonder what are friends for...
Throughout my life, I met a lot of people.
I could say that the friends that I have around me now are the best.

This is not that say that I only have friends in the university.
A few of my secondary school friends are still close to me.
No doubt that sometimes friends around me tend to make me disappointed, but after a while the feeling will be gone and I will start accepting them in my life again.

Therefore, my definition of a friend is someone that make you disappointed for n times and you can forgive them for n times.
Well, I think that they are friends that I don't want to lose.

Ipoh..first time!

Ipoh outing with true friends.

By right, I should have post my conversation with Jar today,by midnight I changed my mind.

The trip to Ipoh this time was indeed worthwhile.
Even though there were things that make me unhappy, I still enjoy most of the time in Ipoh.


This is the first time when I left Ipoh, I cried and missed Ipoh friends and relatives.
The first time when only Ui Cheng, Poh Khee and me had an outing together since I left Ipoh.
The first time when I go to places I have been before and not crying because of old memories.
The first time when I went out with my form 6 friends and still felt like going out with them again.
The first time when I ate every meal outside.


I wanted to go back again to see them.
I miss them!
But still a big part of my unhappiness came from this place.

Right now, I want to go SEP as soon as possible, hoping to find a place where everything is new for me.

In escaping mode again...

It was all fine until I went back...
I heard about him through his friends.
Heart started beating, hands shaking again!
Poh Khee told me that it was fine as this is the 'normal' reaction.
I didn't want to have that 'normal' reaction...I wanted to be 'abnormal'.

Hope to be fine again!

Treasure...

Human nature is very weird.
People tend to value the things that they are going to lose.


...What I want to say is stop taking people for granted and treasure everyone around you!

Some things are still the same...

It was the final meeting for photocomm interim.
I felt like I should blog about this as the interim meant a lot to me last year.
Frankly speaking, I think I did more in interim more than in the actual committee.
There are question popping out on my head now.
Should I join photocomm again?
I felt like joining as I want to be part of the team so that if there is something that is not right, I can voice my opinion out but at the same time things will get more complicated to me if I were to join.
I am the senior's senior.
Ying Qian told me that she was like me last year.
I totally understand how she feels now.

As I was having a so called girls' talk with Ying Qian, I randomly told her that I miss him x_x
And I really am..
It all started when I stop hating panda anymore.

For the first time...

For the first time since Chee Mei left for exchange, Jar, Chee Mei and me talking through the webcam.
Despite her abilities various field (eg. opening UHU glue cap, eating the 4 tins of tuna during picnic, etc.) ,Almighty Jar couldn't fix the mic and we can't hear her talking.
I just have to admit that I have a great time talking to them.
Jar is going Korea during this December to visit Chee Mei.
But she refuse to put me inside her luggage so I couldn't afford to go.
Yay!!!
Another of my friend going there, means I have one more opportunity to "shop" there.
Haha...
Jar...don't bring so many things there.
Buy more things back.
Hehe...got so guilty that i finished Jar's Korea sweet today.
But since she will be going to Korea again, I got my chance to buy her back the sweet.
Hehe...
Hope December comes faster, I want to end this dreadful semester!
Every semester is dreadful even without breakups.
Haha...