What makes a filial daughter, I wonder.
One year later, I will graduate from school and start to work.
Talking about working after school makes me frustrated at times.
I just do not know what to choose.
Of course I have something in mind; not the best but will make me happy.
However, somehow there are always contradictions between my own happiness and my family.
Photography had been a large part of my life.
If I could choose, I will sure choose this as my career.
But because of family restrictions and the so called "practicality", I end up with choices like QS, PM or FM.
The contradictions that I have is complicating my life now.
People said that we must choose a career that we enjoy doing.
I wish I could but I am not the only one in this world.
Family especially will influence my choice.
Well, I have to say what my parents want and what I want is different.
I do not even have a choice as I cannot afford to break their heart.
In the end, I could only break my own heart and go on with life.
Will she ever understand me again?
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
The single story..
Went to Orchard to shop yesterday with Jaree mee and sis.
This is the first weekend I escaped from Bugis ever since I came back from Hong Kong.
Found a very nice shirt.
When I decided to buy the t-shirt, we noticed that it's a couple's tshirt.
So damn sad..everything that is nice in this world is related to couple.
Singles couldn't possess those nice and cute things without their other half.
I was wondering...
Do things look nicer in pairs?
This is the first weekend I escaped from Bugis ever since I came back from Hong Kong.
Found a very nice shirt.
When I decided to buy the t-shirt, we noticed that it's a couple's tshirt.
So damn sad..everything that is nice in this world is related to couple.
Singles couldn't possess those nice and cute things without their other half.
I was wondering...
Do things look nicer in pairs?
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
还没习惯。。。
明天是端午节。
想到以前在家妈妈肯定买粽子给我吃。
虽然她没有自己做，可是每年的端午节可以一家人一起吃粽子的确是不错。
来到新加坡那么久不要说吃，连碰到卖粽子的店都很少。
原因是每年端午节的时候，我不是上课就是做工，完全没有时间出去买。
今天也一样，下班的时候去找也找不到。
走到一半的时候竟然看到koi珍珠奶茶。
看到奶茶就会想到香港。
听朋友说这间店的奶茶是最好喝的。
结果味道还是不能用来跟香港奶茶比。
走电梯的时候依然靠右边。
原来过了两个星期我还没习惯。
就像端午节一样离了家那么久还是不习惯一个人过端午节。
想到以前在家妈妈肯定买粽子给我吃。
虽然她没有自己做，可是每年的端午节可以一家人一起吃粽子的确是不错。
来到新加坡那么久不要说吃，连碰到卖粽子的店都很少。
原因是每年端午节的时候，我不是上课就是做工，完全没有时间出去买。
今天也一样，下班的时候去找也找不到。
走到一半的时候竟然看到koi珍珠奶茶。
看到奶茶就会想到香港。
听朋友说这间店的奶茶是最好喝的。
结果味道还是不能用来跟香港奶茶比。
走电梯的时候依然靠右边。
原来过了两个星期我还没习惯。
就像端午节一样离了家那么久还是不习惯一个人过端午节。
Friday, June 11, 2010
Current Issues
The gloomy weather these few days did affect my emotions too.
I don't know whether it is right to blame the weather but I felt rather unhappy.
I couldn't imagine that at this stage of life things can go so complicated.
I started to worry about my future career.
What would I be?
QS???Millionaire??:p
People always look for opportunity in life.
When you chase your dreams, your dreams will come true.
But if chasing my own dreams is will make my life difficult, then should I opt for a simpler life instead?
What if I die tomorrow?
Will I regret of what I do today?
Human relations is also another topic of my current life.
Humans can really be very complicated.
Not everyone could express what they want to say.
I clearly understand this.
But when you are really close to someone, don't you feel like knowing more about them?
I don't know how other people feel, but yes I do.
The important point is..I don't want to know for the sake of knowing.
It's something that can reach other peoples heart deeply, sharing their emotions and thoughts.
And when weird things happen like yesterday, I finally gave up reaching her heart.
.....
....
..
I don't know what to say but I just rather not know anything about her thoughts on human relations.
I guess I have to take another HR module to understand more.
I was just thinking, all things are fated.
If I could meet her earlier, maybe things could be better.
Disappointment won't set in her heart and she won't feel what she is feeling right now.
Anyway, I am still telling myself life is short.
Treasure every moment and live life to the fullest.
I hope everyone around me did that too.
Good night everyone:)
I don't know whether it is right to blame the weather but I felt rather unhappy.
I couldn't imagine that at this stage of life things can go so complicated.
I started to worry about my future career.
What would I be?
QS???Millionaire??:p
People always look for opportunity in life.
When you chase your dreams, your dreams will come true.
But if chasing my own dreams is will make my life difficult, then should I opt for a simpler life instead?
What if I die tomorrow?
Will I regret of what I do today?
Human relations is also another topic of my current life.
Humans can really be very complicated.
Not everyone could express what they want to say.
I clearly understand this.
But when you are really close to someone, don't you feel like knowing more about them?
I don't know how other people feel, but yes I do.
The important point is..I don't want to know for the sake of knowing.
It's something that can reach other peoples heart deeply, sharing their emotions and thoughts.
And when weird things happen like yesterday, I finally gave up reaching her heart.
.....
....
..
I don't know what to say but I just rather not know anything about her thoughts on human relations.
I guess I have to take another HR module to understand more.
I was just thinking, all things are fated.
If I could meet her earlier, maybe things could be better.
Disappointment won't set in her heart and she won't feel what she is feeling right now.
Anyway, I am still telling myself life is short.
Treasure every moment and live life to the fullest.
I hope everyone around me did that too.
Good night everyone:)
Friday, June 4, 2010
青青河边草
I walked to work today like every other day for the past 4 days.
Just realize that the skies in Singapore is exactly as blue as those in Korea and Beijing or even nicer.
I was wondering how come I didn't realize it before I went exchange.
Obviously the grass is always greener on the other side is a very good saying.
And yes, I think people should treasure what they had.
With positive mind, I felt happier working in KPK.
Though the workload is quite heavy, I enjoy the work.
I tell myself that I had to treasure the blue skies and green grass that I have now.
And I m going to work tomorrow also (Saturday) cos I couldn't finish my work.
Sorry Jaree...I wanted to celebrate with you but cannot.
And I sincerely wish my Jaree Happy Birthday in advance:)
You are the best Jaree mee in this world:p
Got time will share my blue skies and green grass with you..haha..
Tired.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
Just realize that the skies in Singapore is exactly as blue as those in Korea and Beijing or even nicer.
I was wondering how come I didn't realize it before I went exchange.
Obviously the grass is always greener on the other side is a very good saying.
And yes, I think people should treasure what they had.
With positive mind, I felt happier working in KPK.
Though the workload is quite heavy, I enjoy the work.
I tell myself that I had to treasure the blue skies and green grass that I have now.
And I m going to work tomorrow also (Saturday) cos I couldn't finish my work.
Sorry Jaree...I wanted to celebrate with you but cannot.
And I sincerely wish my Jaree Happy Birthday in advance:)
You are the best Jaree mee in this world:p
Got time will share my blue skies and green grass with you..haha..
Tired.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
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