Still learning...

"活到老，学到老"
This is part of my script for my HR presentation that day.
Although I still have difficulties pronouncing it in a Singaporean way, I understand that deeply.
In fact, this week I have some lessons learned.

Many things happened lately.
Some junior of mine told me that they want to leave NUS.
The reason is that she felt that PFM is not her cup of tea.
Coming to NUS has really changed me a lot.
I became a more practical and realistic person.
I do not know whether it is the environment in Singapore or the culture in NUS itself.
No more dreams about going to do what I like in life.

There is still a lot that I have to learn.
I found out that one of my project mates have very good character.
If I were in the same situation, I would not act any better.
Had bad temper recently.
I need to change and learn to control it.
This is going to be difficult, but yet still have to learn.

都变了

明明知道我等的人都不会上网。
为什么要等？

原来真的会变。
都不通了。
以为不会变的人，一样会变。

Mission incomplete!

For the past few weeks I have been focusing on my projects.
I did nothing else other than my tutorials.

Skipped swimming and yoga.
Felt so unfit now...and unhappy:(
Wanted to go back to swim tomorrow.
Hope I have the determination to do that:(

Busy busy

Getting tired of doing projects recently.
When can I go out and take photos again?

Sent a letter to a company requesting for internship..
Hope I could get it.

What is love?

When 2 people are in love with each other, does that mean that the other half is included in their decisions they made in life too?
Personally, I think it's yes! but a lot of people did not think so.
The world is so much more realistic than I imagined.

People might fall in love with you.
They love you.
They say "I love you"
.....but they love themselves more (this is something that we don't know until major problems sets in)

To those selfish people out there, please stop hurting people and please stop falling in love.
It hurts someone else when you are too focus on your own priority and make your own decisions on a relationship not thinking of your other half.

To all heart broken people, be more realistic and make selfish decision too when you meet someone like that.

When you least expected...

I was alone in hall today.
When I need help the most, all the person that I called either didn't pick up their phone or not in hall.
I stand in front of the office for quite some time and starring hard at the bbq boxes, thinking of what to do with them.
When I thought I was going to shift every single thing alone, someone I never expect came and help.
Got so touched today.
Thanks.

It's a lesson in life to appreciate everyone.
Still learning cos it's hard!

Green lamp shattered together with my heart

Got so sad that the lamp got broken today:(
Almost cry when I was sweeping the shattered lamp:(

No more lights in solitary nights now.

Friendster

Some things are not meant to be kept.
The memories and comments that he left me in Friendster.

I finally have deleted my Friendster account.
It is where I found out about everything.
I got control of myself again...and I would never let myself be uncontrollable again.

Don't mention...

When chatting with a friend, he asked me...

So you still miss your ex?


Even that word appears only in MSN, it makes me cry.
There goes my day!

Deadline...

Some people are just born to meet deadlines.
I found that it's extremely frustrating when someone in my group did that.
Every semester there is one or two people in your group will did that to me.
I have got 6 group projects this semester.
Imagine in every group we have 2 people like this,

6x2=12

There are actually 12 of them.
How many people of this kind are there in this world?

I was writing an article about EQ moments ago.
I keep convincing myself that I have high EQ, must not complain but in the end I did by writing this post.
Haih...how could I accommodate their working styles?
Do I have to hand in the things late too so that I will feel better?