Measurement specialist works

First time having exams and didn't know what to study:(
Waiting for the time to come and will crap in tomorrow's paper...

距离

人生中总会遇见很多人。
有些只是过路人，但有些却留下深刻印象。

有时候我会觉得很可惜因为越令我觉得开心的事情越快结束。
就像人和人之间的友情一样， 能够一起的时间往往是很短。
每当我和一个人很熟的时候都会有一些事发生让我们的距离渐渐疏远。
只是觉得什么事情都有完结的一天。
所以我学会了珍惜开心的日子。

害怕

开始有一点怕了。
没有心情读书。
只会坐在电脑前面问现在应该做什么。

Accommodation offered

Finally, my accommodation for exchange have been approved.
Hope exam will be over soon.
I wanna leave Singapore:p

肚子

“你只有肚子！”

原来我的头发，手，脸跟脚都是叫肚子。
这些东西都是手说的！

Secret really does its magic

I read a book titled "Secret" which talks about the law of attraction.
It says that for every thoughts that you have in your mind, the universe will bring it to you.
It's true to a certain extend.
I had been dreaming of him these few nights, waking up feeling sad and miserable.
Just a few moments ago while I was surfing on facebook, I saw his comment on one of our mutual friends.
I got so sad, I don't know why.
And also scared.

I told myself that my life starts after the break up and yet it still have a big impact on me.
I always told myself that the past had never happened before.
I want to treat it as I had never been in Form 6 and never met him before.

People say time will cure.
It's a lie.
It has been almost a year, the sadness is still there.
No matter where I go it still continues to haunt me.
I wanna get out of it!

Depressed conversations

Conversation with my mum are awkward after I came Singapore.
I don't know whether it's the environment around me changes or it's me who had changed.
I started to feel that the values that she taught me since small cannot be applied anymore.
There are a lot of things that I couldn't accept anymore.

Every time after talking to her on the phone I felt depressed.
We have different ideas and to follow my ideas in doing things makes me guilty.
I think we have to be tough when we meet with tough people and sometimes I just couldn't be like her when I am in an unfair situation.
She receive unfairness and I think this is the reason why sometimes she is being taken for granted.
That's why we do have different perception in life.

It's not that I don't want to talk to her on the phone anymore.
I miss her...
It's just that I really felt depressed every time after talking on the phone.
I just don't want to voice out my opinion on certain issues.