开始有一点怕了。
没有心情读书。
只会坐在电脑前面问现在应该做什么。
Monday, November 23, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Accommodation offered
Finally, my accommodation for exchange have been approved.
Hope exam will be over soon.
I wanna leave Singapore:p
Hope exam will be over soon.
I wanna leave Singapore:p
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Secret really does its magic
I read a book titled "Secret" which talks about the law of attraction.
It says that for every thoughts that you have in your mind, the universe will bring it to you.
It's true to a certain extend.
I had been dreaming of him these few nights, waking up feeling sad and miserable.
Just a few moments ago while I was surfing on facebook, I saw his comment on one of our mutual friends.
I got so sad, I don't know why.
And also scared.
I told myself that my life starts after the break up and yet it still have a big impact on me.
I always told myself that the past had never happened before.
I want to treat it as I had never been in Form 6 and never met him before.
People say time will cure.
It's a lie.
It has been almost a year, the sadness is still there.
No matter where I go it still continues to haunt me.
I wanna get out of it!
It says that for every thoughts that you have in your mind, the universe will bring it to you.
It's true to a certain extend.
I had been dreaming of him these few nights, waking up feeling sad and miserable.
Just a few moments ago while I was surfing on facebook, I saw his comment on one of our mutual friends.
I got so sad, I don't know why.
And also scared.
I told myself that my life starts after the break up and yet it still have a big impact on me.
I always told myself that the past had never happened before.
I want to treat it as I had never been in Form 6 and never met him before.
People say time will cure.
It's a lie.
It has been almost a year, the sadness is still there.
No matter where I go it still continues to haunt me.
I wanna get out of it!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Depressed conversations
Conversation with my mum are awkward after I came Singapore.
I don't know whether it's the environment around me changes or it's me who had changed.
I started to feel that the values that she taught me since small cannot be applied anymore.
There are a lot of things that I couldn't accept anymore.
Every time after talking to her on the phone I felt depressed.
We have different ideas and to follow my ideas in doing things makes me guilty.
I think we have to be tough when we meet with tough people and sometimes I just couldn't be like her when I am in an unfair situation.
She receive unfairness and I think this is the reason why sometimes she is being taken for granted.
That's why we do have different perception in life.
It's not that I don't want to talk to her on the phone anymore.
I miss her...
It's just that I really felt depressed every time after talking on the phone.
I just don't want to voice out my opinion on certain issues.
I don't know whether it's the environment around me changes or it's me who had changed.
I started to feel that the values that she taught me since small cannot be applied anymore.
There are a lot of things that I couldn't accept anymore.
Every time after talking to her on the phone I felt depressed.
We have different ideas and to follow my ideas in doing things makes me guilty.
I think we have to be tough when we meet with tough people and sometimes I just couldn't be like her when I am in an unfair situation.
She receive unfairness and I think this is the reason why sometimes she is being taken for granted.
That's why we do have different perception in life.
It's not that I don't want to talk to her on the phone anymore.
I miss her...
It's just that I really felt depressed every time after talking on the phone.
I just don't want to voice out my opinion on certain issues.
Birthday celebration again
I had been attending quite a number of birthday celebrations last month.
This one is a very meaningful one.
Thanks to her for being there for me when I need her.
I had been telling myself that I owe these few people my life.
Haha..maybe it's not that serious..I mean who wants my life except Jareen:p
Haha..sorry Jaree.. I spoilt your image again.
Anyway, I had fun making fun of her lately.
Being with her this semester makes a lot of difference:p
All I want to say is that I am happy today and I do treasure happy days because there are not always there:)
Monday, November 2, 2009
Unsafe
The last time when I talked to my friends about self defense was around 7 years ago in Secondary school.
Couldn't imagine that I have to discuss about it again now.
Intruders are found in TH recently and it really put us in a vulnerable state.
Female residents like us don't dare to wake up early and bathe.
All of us have to stay inside the room until around 7am.
Hope that the intruder(s) will be caught as soon as possible as I will be alone in Block B during vacation.
A little scared:'(
Couldn't imagine that I have to discuss about it again now.
Intruders are found in TH recently and it really put us in a vulnerable state.
Female residents like us don't dare to wake up early and bathe.
All of us have to stay inside the room until around 7am.
Hope that the intruder(s) will be caught as soon as possible as I will be alone in Block B during vacation.
A little scared:'(
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