Promise that are meant to be broken

I once promised myself that when I had the chance to see his name appear on the column of "Friends that you might know" in Facebook I will add him. I saw it today but in the end I didn't add.
Because I was thinking, why add someone that I will delete later?
Haha...I have to stop the temptation to know more about him and do other more meaningful things like playing dota=p
Therefore, I had broken a promise that I made to myself.

"I thought I make myself clear?", said XXX

If you were, we wouldn't be sitting there!!!

.....and it makes me angry and spoilt my day!

Give and take...

Reading about the horoscope Leo in an article, I think it really defines me.
Well, I could be stubborn at times when I think that myself is correct and I think it is right.
Actually I knew this problem long long ago, but somehow a lot of things that I did not follow my heart to do turns out to be wrong. That's the reason why makes me a stubborn girl today.
Fated to be Leo, I tried to control myself to be not so stubborn in a group discussion or any other thing. But I think I seemed to fail.
I am still in the process of learning.
At times( and only at times), I felt like when people who are at fault are explaining about their mistake is very irritating. Therefore, when someone makes me very angry, I normally won't listen to their explanation.
Today, someone important to me got angry with me. I felt like explaining and I did explain a little and then I stop. As I felt explaining sometimes really have got no use. The problem is I got very very sad as when she got angry with me today, I remember how she hurt me last time.

...just sad today...
I think different people got different expectation in friendship...
Sometimes things that you wouldn't mind really doesn't mean your soul mate don't mind too...
This is the real world!
.....like what she told me

Phobia

Somehow got the phobia when I called people and they don't pick up my phone.
I think this is the side effects after I broke up with him.
When our relationship nearly reached the end, he often don't pick up my call.
Now, I really got the phobia of this.
Somehow when I heard that ringing tone on my handphone when I was calling I will felt panic.
Even normal voice call to friends.
Now when ever I called I will look at my phone and see the loudspeaker indicator whether they had already picked up my phone call or not.


The summary of today.
I hate bitch but I love female dogs!
Well only one people in this world deserve that name! She is the lucky one. Congrats to her!

Pain comes before celebration

Project meeting from 11am to 7pm...
Can you believe it?
It's driving me crazy.
I shall celebrate after Thursday!!!
Let's go Kbox after Thursday...haha...
Q & J..let's go let's go!!!!

Lonely SATURDAY nights

Hmm...felt lonely today.
Very very lonely.

......suddenly thought of him again....
hope nothing will happen to me cos exam is around the corner.
GOD bless me please.
FRIENDS help me please.

J,Q and.........................K????

The title sounds like poker cards. Haha..in fact that's how she label us in her blog and K is just not there. If it is the the poker cards is complete. Haha..after telling her straight to the face about reading her blog, I felt that she is avoiding us. Frankly speaking, I really felt like helping her out with her problems. As I have already solved mine, I don't want the others to felt what I felt for the past 4 months. It was really disaster. Hope she will be alright after a certain period of time.

I met his friend today in the Central Forum again. This time I said Hi to him and he felt somehow reluctant to talk to me. I don't know whether he is busy or am I too sensitive. Well, I guess that after all these things happen, maybe when all of us meet again, there will be a barrier somehow.
And the fact is still..yeap! I hate PANDA!!!

I can accept him as my friend again but I don't know what he is thinking as he is sometimes caring and he is sometimes not. Yes!He did sms me and I just replied but somehow something is weird in between there. Well, I don't need a fair weather friend. Therefore, I think I certainly don't need him.

I would never want anything regarding to panda anymore. So friends who are reading this don't give me any panda things including Hello Panda biscuits. Panda looks cute but it's actually evil. Just like how he hurts me...heee....I am fine don't worry cos I can still play DOTA everynight!