Miss you

我高估了自己。
以为自己可以离开香港without missing anyone。
想不到今天当阿珊打给我的时候我竟然哭。
她跟我说她也在等我的电话。
已经很久没有人这样跟我说过。
每次都是我打长途电话给马来西亚的朋友。
很久没有那种被想念的感觉。
我真的觉得很感动。

Gift from 珊。我会吃完它的:)

Thanks to Sapphire and Ann also:)

Although there is spelling error, I am still touched:)

Thanks to Chee Mei and Jaree for picking me up at the airport.
I didn't expect them to come and fetch me.
I cried when I saw them at the airport.
Thanks for making Singapore a second home for me:)

幸福

突然间觉得我自己很幸福。
在新加坡的时候有jar and chee mei 帮我收拾行李去香港。
走的时候有阿珊帮我寄东西回去。
总觉得去到哪里都有贵人帮忙。
谢谢你们！
我会珍惜一切：）

天下無不散之宴席

我真的很想要不散的宴席。。。

跟朋友聊了一个小时电话还是不可以决定这个星期要做些什么。。。
这里实在是有太多我不舍得的人，太多我不舍得的地方。
很想把我在马来西亚，新加坡和香港的朋友都搬去一个地方，可以常跟我在一起。

骂人

真的想不到原来我也会失去忍耐力，竟然讲出口讲她。。。

今晚真的很吵，比普通她跟他吵架的声音大声。
不知道为什么有些人真的不懂得怎样去体谅别人的感受。
如果不是因为明天的考试，也许我会忍下去。

到我忍不住的时候我也没有讲出声。
我只是静静的走出去common room念我的书。
没想到她竟然还有脸去问我，我为何要出外面念书。
时间刚好，我就是要让她知道她真的很烦。
我竟然回答一句我从来都不会跟别人说的话。
“我不要跟你讲话，因为你很吵”

讲了这一句过后虽然心是觉得舒服一点， 可是却伤了她。
自己也觉得内疚，心想如果被讲的人是我，我肯定觉得很对不起那个人，很希望她不会生气我。
我又犯了错，竟然弄到身边的人受气。
可能我想太多，也许她听了这一句话也不会觉得难受。

希望明天考试顺利：）

开始懂了

她说得对。。。“快乐是选择”:)

Best things in hand

When there is no choices, the sole option that you have in hand is the best.

Good good..nothing more to think about.
I shall work in campus:)

I talked to my Professor for two hours today.
Attended another BC4313.
He talked to me about principles in life and how to cope with my career.
I guess he is the best lecturer that I met so far.
How many people will reply my email at 12am and 630am in the morning.
Even though he couldn't help me in securing a job in HK but I really appreciate it when he really explained to me.
After all the root of the problem is the working permit.

May God bless him and hope that he could win the teaching award.

Choices and decisions

When there are many choices available, it becomes harder for you to make decision.
I had been facing problems making decisions again these few days.
It's something like in my break-up period again.
Emails have been sent...I can do nothing but just waiting for replies.
What can I do besides waiting?
The waiting process is really torturing.

Hope Monday comes faster:(